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She.

31 Wednesday Jul 2013

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Girl in shadow

As the as silent raindrops fell,
He smiles a little.
There is a magic wand in her hand,
He wishes,
She swings it by.

The raindrops bounce off her skin,
The glistening smile as she looks up to the sky.
Her eyes sparkle more than the moonlight,
Lips more welcoming than the World’s finest wine.
And she carries a magic wand in her hand,
He wishes,
She swings it by.

She can cure him, can’t she?
That compulsive fuck of a human being.
He needs an obsession and there remains one in his hands,
Weed, alcohol and/or cigarettes.
Each day he lives a little,
Every day he dies.
And there is a magic wand in her hand,
He wishes,
She swings it by.

He is the sand of the beach,
She the sea which completes his being.
He is the darkness in the light,
She his last roll of the dice.
He is the castle under siege,
The sunset in the east.
The ghost of his wrongs,
She is the muse of his every song.

He has smiled for her, smiled after so long.
What is love if not a feeling you realize when it’s gone.
Is he ready to take a chance?
The leap of faith, all his eggs in one basket.
He cannot talk, the coward he is.
Can she look at his eyes and smile?
Can she cure him when everything’s been put aside?

For there she stands,
A lonely figure in the sand,
And she carries a magic wand in her hand.
He wishes,
If only,
For once,
She could swing it by.

Just Breathe

10 Friday May 2013

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life, love, peace

countdown

God ! I wish I could cry,
Let the tears flow by,
Outpour the feelings,
The anger that’s inside.

I always thought that tears have power,
They heal,
They mend the fissures,
The bonds which stand weak.

Let me try and save the world,
It is a dark black place,
Or has it been the same ever?
Violence is encouraged,
A man not replying back is a wimp,
When can we learn,
Grow up!
Live in our little own worlds,
We’ve made for each other?

Everyday we die a little,
The clock has always been ticking,
Ever since we were born.
Each morning signifies a day less,
Every night a grim reminder of,
What life is and could have been.

We drink, we smoke,
We inject, we snort.
Get out of the normal state, if you may,
When did that ever become a pre requisite,
Of time well spent.

The sound of silence haunts,
And we fight over having the last laugh.
A light too bright,
scares,
and we try to drown ourselves,
in the darkness evermore.

When can we live,
When can we learn?
The precious lessons life tends,
To throw at time again.
When can we listen,
When can we see?
To love,
To just breathe.

You forgot your umbrella on the porch.

22 Monday Apr 2013

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crumpled

Part I : The present of the past

It kept raining, the city seemed dead,
As lifeless as his songs.
Dark and gloomy as the place were,
There was a gentle knock on the door.

Apprehensive, tensed,
He opened the door,
And there she was,
The muse of his every song.

He had no idea on why she was,
Pinched himself,
twice on arms.
Elated, on a high,
he whistled a sigh.
With a voice he could hardly muster,
Ushered her inside.

She looked every bit the angel,
He had dreamt her to be,
The raindrops in her body,
Seemed an extension of what beauty could be.
The lips, the eyes,
The hair auburn,
The horizons revolved around her,
She,
She was the sun.

Part II : The past, past

The memories of yesteryear had always stayed,
Kept coming back to this day and if they may,
Took him back to a particular date and time,
It was difficult but he had looked her in the eye,
Expressed his love,
His anguish,
And promises of a life they’d together sail by.

But their moment had passed,
Love, for them,
Could have never last.
She was the one sensible,
Knew it all before,
Kissed him on the cheek,
And left silently as the white she wore.

Part III : The present of the past, Part II

He offered her a drink,
And she politely declined.
Sat beside him,
They began to talk life.

They both had grown,
In their time apart,
Fair share of memories,
They both knew how they last.

He felt something on his face in sometime,
It was aching,
He had smiled for this this long after a long long time.
The realization kicked in on what he had lost,
A tear sprout out,
Made his eyes its home.

He couldn’t look up for a while,
And then he looked her in her eyes,
They were a reflection of what he felt,
And they knew,
A connection was made.

They made love,
And it was tender,
Slow and soft,
He wanted to let the moment last forever.

A part of him knew that it were a dream,
She would not be there if he opened his eyes.
But for now, one could wish for nothing else.
He was smiling as he drifted off to sleep,
Watching in peace how her breasts moved,
While she breathed.

Part IV : The present

One day,
Maybe he’ll love again.

One day,
Maybe he’ll feel again.

Why does he cry?
He still hasn’t lost it all.
But the voice inside,
It haunts.

It curses, it yells,
It blames him for the mistakes he never made.
He drowned himself in whiskey to make it go away,
Killing himself, his conscience,
Memories of yesterday.

One day,
Maybe he’ll live again.

One day,
Maybe he’ll dance again.

She was his to own,
His to caress.
She was the sun,
The moon,
The flower which made him bloom.

He never wants to, but he remembers the kiss,
The goodbye that wasn’t,
She had left him while he was asleep.

He kept thinking that it was a dream,
Happily forgetting,
The life could be so clean.

He had made himself believe that it never happened,
The night wasn’t what it once seemed.
Must be a product of the hallucinations which come around,
But
But.
She forgot her umbrella on the porch.

Breathe

11 Thursday Apr 2013

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wall-scream

I slip away from consciousness
And I see,
There’s an albatross around my neck,
As I try to breathe.

The mistakes of a life past by,
Come crashing though my open eyes.
I wish I had a little more time,
To be.

I know I hurt you sister
going away to this foreign land,
I will try to meet again
If I can

If I don’t,
know I love you
as much as I always have,
if I could turn around now,
you know I would.

Do tell father
it’s alright,
People live and people die,
Visit him sometimes in his dreams,
I will.

I have been to places
And I have seen a million things,
There’s someone in my head,
But that’s not me.

Forgive me mother,
This is the last breath I’ll breathe.

Image: The wall. Floyd.

A pack of paper cards

04 Thursday Apr 2013

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child abuse, molestation, paper cards, resurrection

It doesn’t take much,
To get the tears flow again.
A memory rekindled,
A trick of the brain.
A forgotten spark,
A distant past,
All flash by as they fall,
Like a pack of paper cards.

No one knows about,
What happened at the time.
It lay deep down,
Somewhere in the contours of the mind.
Even I had forgotten that it ever occurred,
You see, I was very young.
It were an uncle,
A friendly familiar face.
I still cannot get what made him,
Unzip his pants on my face.
I believe I had run,
But somewhere deep down,
The damage was done.

Years have passed and I have grown,
I have had my share of highs and lows.
My first girlfriend broke up over a phone call,
I made it a point that the second would be double as hot!
Don’t judge me, I was young,
And once I did commit the fallacy of falling in love.
She took my heart, cajoled, caressed it,
And then broke it to pieces.
I survived and still stand,
Everything has played a part becoming who I am.

But I still fear strangers,
Still am confined,
Feeling all around me,
Though unable to mutter a sigh.
It takes a lot to get out of the shell,
A comfort zone,
Define it as you may.

I do want to meet that man,
Who in a moment of lusty madness could have destroyed this particular boy.
I want to show what the boy grew into,
And how can he be never half the man.

And I wish it never had happened,
I wish I could erase.
Crumble down the memory,
Make it fall,
Like air does,
To a pack of paper cards.

Come, step forward. Let’s change the world

31 Thursday Jan 2013

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Come, give me a hand,
Let’s string down a couple of words,
Let us start with one brand new verse.

Come, show me how,
I need memories,
Of them am without.
Teach me how to dance,
To let flow the letters of love,
Drown in the beauty that’s around.

Come, let us walk,
We’ll plant a few trees,
And we’ll walk in their shade,
If a day as fine could come to that.
We’ll run, we’ll play,
We’ll be the children we could never may.
And when night comes,
We’ll run for cover,
In a parallel universe,
We’ve made for each other.

Come, give me a hand,
Let’s string a melody,
Come,
Together, we’ll write a brand new song.

Mother

11 Friday Jan 2013

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mother

“Once upon a time..
in a kingdom far, far away..
there lived a young girl
whose hair was made of gold.
When the people
in the village saw her, they said

“Oh, how beautiful she is.”

But the people in the village
were very poor.
and every night, they crept
into the house where the girl slept.
and they cut off a piece
of her golden hair.
and they sold it for money.

“She’ll never even notice,”
they said.

And so, all the gold
was gone from her head.

And the people said.
‘Oh, she’s not beautiful at all.’

And they took her from
the beautiful house.
and they drove her
into the street.
And she went away.
and she never came back.

And soon,
people became hungry again.
and they went back into
the beautiful house.
Looking for gold,
but there was no one there.”

She wept, and here’s what she tried to say. All the time, all the years. If only one could listen, if only one could hear.

feast on my wine,
should i thank you for company?

have all the food i saved,
if not you, there’ll be other predators.

come to my house,
teach me the way to live,
take the jewels,
if you think they suit you better.

drink the water to quench your thirst,
bathe yourself, cleanse, there’s plenty out here.
carry on the charade as long as you want,
you’re not the first,
nor you’ll be the last.

i am weary,
i am tired.
waiting for a savior,
an unfulfilled desire.

don’t let my words mock you,
no, you are my child,
likewise, i shall always treat you,
carry on, you, like the ones have before.

sing your songs of merriment aloud,
strip me naked and call me lucky.

(The girl, the mother, her name – India)

Two Songs.

17 Monday Dec 2012

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This is an experiment of two songs, one by Floyd (Nobody Home) and the other Porcupine Tree (Lazarus). The rights of the songs reside with the respective geniuses.

And this is not a dialogue. Imagine the two protagonists sitting in two different corners, trying to communicate, sort it all out, knowing that all is but lost. Here’s how it goes.

He:

“I’ve got a little black book with my poems in.
Got a bag with a toothbrush and a comb in.
When I’m a good dog, they sometimes throw me a bone in.

And I know
When I try to get through
On the telephone to you
There’ll be nobody home.”

She:
“My David don’t you worry
This cold world is not for you
So rest your head upon me
I have strength to carry you”

He:
“I’ve got nicotine stains on my fingers.
I’ve got a silver spoon on a chain.
I’ve got a grand piano to prop up my mortal remains.

I’ve got wild staring eyes.
And I’ve got a strong urge to fly.
But I got nowhere to fly to.

When I pick up the phone,
There’s still nobody home.”

She:
“My David don’t you worry
This cold world is not for you
So rest your head upon me
I have strength to carry you.

Follow me down to the valley below
You know
Moonlight is bleeding from out of your soul
Come to us, Lazarus,
It’s time for you to go”

Last Kiss

24 Monday Sep 2012

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the self

“The heart gets broken just the once. The dream gets shattered just the once. The rest are just the fragments you stick together, to be tested again. To be broken again. To be shattered again. This is when you fail to realize the one. When you fail to believe that your Sun rises and sets with the one. And a moonless night, you are left alone to rue the pieces of what you used to own.”

One day,
Maybe you’ll love again.

One day,
Maybe you’ll feel again.

Why do you cry?
You still haven’t lost it all.
But the voice inside,
It haunts.

It curses, it yells,
It blames you for the mistakes you never made.
You drown yourself in whiskey to make it go away,
Killing yourself, your conscience,
Memories of yesterday.

One day,
Maybe you’ll live again.

One day,
Maybe you’ll dance again.

She was yours to own,
Yours to caress.
She was the sun,
The moon,
The flower which made you bloom.

You never want to, but you remember the kiss,
The parting goodbye, the tears on her cheek.
You think of her name and you question yourself

Can you ever love again?
Can you ever feel again?
Let alone dancing in the rain,
Can you ever live again?

silence of echoes

29 Wednesday Aug 2012

Posted by daakusaxena in bark!, jinxed rhymes

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ME?

i am the silent voice that haunts,
i am the sacred silence that daunts.

i am the the chill you feel,
i am the disease that makes you weak.

i am the failure you encounter,
i am the architect of your disasters.

i am the love you lost,
i am the kindle of your past.

i am the ghost that makes you afraid,
i am the fear that twists your brains.

i am the reason you never succeed,
i am the island you can never reach.

i am the pain you always feel,
i am the horror of your screams.

ME?
i am what resides inside you,
i am you,
your guilty conscience.

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